This article contains references to murder, suicide, abuse, and domestic violence against women.

FBI Special Agent Loretta Bush stated in the Netflix docuseries that “his belongings were still there.

His clothes were still there.

A video of Gabby Petito holding two bags, from Netflix’s American Murder: Gabby Petito

His shoes were still there.

This was an unexpected tragedy.

Rushing back to our car, trying to cross the streams.

Paddy Considine as Kevin Harrigan in MobLand

I hear a splash and a scream.

I can barely see.

I found her breathing barely, gasping… She was freezing cold.

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The temp had dropped.

When I pulled Gabby out of the water, she couldn’t tell me what hurt.

While carrying her, she continually made sounds of pain.

A Photograph Of Brian Laundrie In Netflix’s American Murder: Gabby Petito Documentary

I ended her life.

I thought it was merciful.

But from the moment I decided to take her pain away.

Brian Laundrie from the Netflix doc American Murder Gabby Petito

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I knew I couldn’t go on without her.

Sources:Associated Press,Irish Star,ABC7,UPI,The Guardian,People,CNBC.